Wednesday, December 29, 2010

2010 Memories?

Background: Liverpool vs Wolves. Liverpool are trailing 0-1 with less than 10 minutes remaining.

I won't bother to say anything about that match. It's depressing.

Earlier today, our young Malaysian football team won the AFF Suzuki Cup for the first time since its conception. I was over the moon but the euphoric moment was killed off by Liverpool's lacklustre performance.

With only two days left to 2010, I honestly can't wait for it to be over. I'm really hopeful that 2011 will be a better year for my career, love life and life in general.

2010 has been a depressing year for me. There are too many low points, I can literally count the highs with my fingers.

Me and my ex broke up in January. I don't wanna go too much into it so let's just say that we didn't end on great terms. That left me depressed for many months later while struggling to keep up with my final year requirements.

Thank God I passed my final year with first class. I'm really thankful to Allah for granting me my wishes although I haven't been the best servant. And to my family and friends and someone that helped keep me sane throughout the turbulence phase of my life.

In short, there are only 3 things positive that I would remember in 2010.
1) Passing my final year.
2) Malaysia being the new King of South East Asian football.
3) The amazing experience with a very bad boy post-breakup.

What I don't want to remember:
1) The 10 day gap between my theory and clinical exams. The time that we used to find at least 7 patients for 7 different clinical exams. Terrible is an understatement, I weighed 40kg at the end of my exams and I'm still surprised why I didn't fall sick at all. Not even the slightest cold after walking in heavy rain every single day.
2) Everything about my past relationship and the way it ended.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Why don't I play fantasy football?

I always get asked: Why don't you play fantasy football? Jom la join. Best wei kite lawan pastu tengok sape menang.

To this kind of question, my response will always be somewhat like these:

- I'm too lazy to keep up with how other teams and their players are doing.

- Malas la.

- Tak payah la confirm aku kalah punya.

While all of the reasons I've stated above are not entirely untrue, the main reason why I have never joined fantasy football is because my fantasy team would look somewhat like this:

Johnson - Carragher - Kyrgiakos - A.Cole
Kuyt - Meireles - Lucas - Nasri
- Torres -

Yes, I'm biased to that level. :)

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Sex crimes: Whose fault?

Selalu ada discussion pasal sex crimes ataupun dalam Bahasa Malaysia jenayah seksual. Buka je suratkhabar, tiap-tiap hari ada pasal cabul, bapak rogol anak, abang rogol adik, datuk rogol cucu, dsb. You get my drift.

Pastu mesti ada discussion ni: Salah siapa?

Satu golongan salahkan lelaki. Lelaki bernafsu kuat kata mereka.
Satu kumpulan lain pulak salahkan perempuan. Perempuan buka aurat, pakai seksi sangat, menggoda, macam mengundang lelaki datang rogol.
Lagi satu salahkan kerajaan. Kerajaan bukak banyak sangat pusat hiburan, arak, kondom, senang dapat. Masuk aje 7Eleven, grab, pay and cabut.

Aku pulak rasa... semua faktor-faktor yang korang rasa tu menyumbang. Lagi satu faktor ialah aku rasa lelaki sekarang suka tengok porn. Atau filem lucah. Senang sangat dapat porn ni. Asalkan ada access to internet, beres. Layan. Jangan x mengaku pulak. Kalau awak x tengok, fine, bagus la, tapi aku kenal ramai lelaki yang tengok dan tidak segan silu mengaku. Sebab benda biasa beb. Porn aje.

Sebenarnya aku sangat bosan.